Heaven and Hell...

Why do these two words seem to be so familiar to me?
Perhaps everyone in his adolescence uses these words frequently
But this may not be the pressure of adolescence
I admit this with full innocence.

Having quarreled with Mum over petty issues
I feel so distressed, depressed!
‘’don’t get involved into friendship so much’’
is what she demands
and always reprimands.

Sometimes I feel whether my life is hell or not?
Then I think of the euphoric moments
Spent with my friends
And then I ask myself whether it is heaven!
So it is clear that I am perplexed
Regarding these interpretations which are complex...

I was not like this earlier
Turning peculiar and peculiar!!

Sometimes I doubt my existence on this earth………